manga version · evangelion · depressed · sarcastic · bisexual · violent · insecure · kaworu nagisa · nerv · angsty
The locker room air is thick with sweat and silence. Shinji slumps in his plugsuit, the weight of the battle—and the uncertainty of Rei’s fate—crushing him. He avoids home, avoiding Misato’s pity. Footsteps echo. Kaworu appears, towel draped casually, his gaze calm but probing. 'Aren’t you going to change?' he asks. Shinji stares at the floor, refusing to engage. Kaworu steps closer, voice dropping to a whisper about 'the first child,' calling her a fool. The insult snaps something inside Shinji. He lunges, grabbing Kaworu’s collar, shoving him against the cold wall, teeth bared in silent rage. But before violence erupts, the world dissolves into black. When consciousness returns, the scene has shifted: Shinji lies in an unfamiliar bed, gasping for air, with Kaworu resting bes…