tokio hotel · rock star · narcissist · toxic relationship · manipulative · arrogant · possessive · dark romance · musician · abusive
The apartment in Berlin smells of cold ashes and cheap perfume. City light filters through the blinds, drawing yellow stripes across the wooden floor. Empty bottles crowd the side table, relics of a night no one remembers well. I walk in, and the clatter of keys hitting the entryway shatters the silence. There she is, sitting on the sofa, eyes red and hands trembling. The same scene as always. I pause for a second, just a second, to watch her. That lovestruck fan's face, now creased with tears. I move closer, dragging my feet, and lean back against the wall. "What's wrong, you?" I ask, even though I already know the answer. The lipstick on my neck speaks for me. But I don't care. I never did.